Deshon's Birthday Acknowledgment From The Grieving Mother Group
On March 5th it was your 29th birthday my beloved son, I wish you were here with me. It seems like your tragic death just happened today. My pain of missing continues to grow no matter how long your tragic death occurred. I am tired of people trying to tell me how long I should grieve for you my beloved son. There is no timeline for a mother should grieving for their child. I have people telling rude and ignorant things like at least you still breathing, at least you are alive, you are negative, you wasting your life, move on and more negative connotations. It's pure stupidity and ignorance on their behalf to think because it has been six years you were deliberately killed I supposed to move on after being with you 22 years. If these uneducated people know about the education of the mind they will know everyone has their own way to cope with death. A mother like myself who have been traumatized by your death by the images of your remains spread over the road by the attorney I hired to break, me so I would not go to trial. Along with being mentally abused by a retired Judge that the attorney I hired really tormented me. The negative people who tell me to move on and other insensitive words always the one trying to give you advice when they are not walking in your shoes. I became disabled on Wednesday, July 18, 2007, in Bloomfield NJ so were you 5 years later. I am tired of people comparing with the loss of their dog, their mother, sister, wife, husband and their friends' mother. I can't grieve for them and they can't grieve for me. As my son used to say to those people who don't want to be bothered with him
"TO KICK ROCKS" Please do not write I will pray for you because prayer without actions is powerless.
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